Tag: Dream messages

A time of presence; dreams point the way

by 8hummingbirdway

Early one morning, about 5 weeks ago, I experienced a moment, an hour of deep presence and well-being. I spoke with Lei Lei during this time about this feeling and about two dreams. [Lei Lei is a being that I channel.]

We see that you are in a great state of …or a high state of presence this morning.

Thank you. Yes, I feel this. I feel that I reside in a place of holiness, almost …a place of understanding and of knowing what I need to call forth in myself in order to move forward in the best way possible in my life, in my days, in my actions, in my choices. And this is trust, deep trust in myself and all those around me and God and Life and Mother Earth and All-That-Is …as well as releasing all fear …trusting that my own presence and my response is landing in a place in which I am at ease and trust and well-being. And is that all? Ease, trust and well-being, compassion and kindness, awareness without fear, which is what the trust connotes.

We feel your energy, Annie, we feel your presence, your trust. We are happy that you are in this place at this time.

Is it possible that I can sustain this?

It is possible that eventually you can sustain this. We are unsure as to whether you can sustain it fully “now,” in this “time,” [and we put quotes around now and time, for we sense that you can achieve this way of being that you seek …and we do not align with the existence of time as you know it.] And so we are in support of you, moving forward in this way, with ease, trust, inner confidence, compassion, presence. We see that is within your reach to do so. And you will observe what brings you out of that space, what unsettles you, what seems to have power over you to change, to release your well-being, to reconnect with fear.

I would like to not walk that path of fear. I have walked it for so long.

We understand, and we see that you are in an elevated space at this time, and we support you in moving forward in this space and sustaining this ability. We do not doubt you. We simply leave room for a more full arrival in the future …if you are falling away at any time.

[I then shared with Lei Lei about a dream in which my son and my grandson had put themselves and the family at risk. They were avoiding the situation, would not admit it or talk about it. My daughter and I were afraid for our sons, and for the entire family.]

This a dream of fear and unsettled feelings – that which you are trying to leave behind. The dream brings you to the core of your concerns, which is your beloved ones. And this is a challenge – for you to trust, to know that they are ok, to know that all of you are ok, to trust your path regardless of anything that happens, regardless of all that might occur. So it is right to the point of where you sit at this moment, this business of trust and fear, worry for your beloved ones. And you must release them to their path, whether jail or death. These are the ultimate fears – imprisonment, harm, death, pain, suffering, loss of freedom, and also betrayal. These are the ultimate things you fear, it seems.

Thank you Lei Lei.

You are most welcome.

Is there anything else to fear?

Being found unworthy, incompetent, unable to fulfill your expectations, your responsibilities, being found faulty, being found less than you want to be. And you do not want this for your beloveds either – to be found faulty or to be afraid or to be betrayed or betraying the family in any way.

Yes. These are some of my fears that could unsettle me or change my course or cause me deep consternation, fear, and worry. My beloveds. And so I suppose the task is to release them to their paths with trust that this is the way for them. Even if it does not appear to be the way.

Yes. These are very difficult things to accomplish.

I see you are taking me to the core of those things that could unsettle me and bring me to fear.

This dream has done that.

[I then told Lei Lei about a prior dream of complex challenges …of systemic patterns and ego matters.]

This is not unrelated to the dream that you woke from today. It is about trust and fear and repercussions and falling short and intricacies of what is required for each individual in each situation. In both cases, there are others at play that one cannot control, although in this prior dream one can cover and fulfill their tasks for them. So, the same dynamics are at play. However, this morning’s dream is cutting much closer to the soul because they involve your beloved ones – your son and your grandson. And this is your weakness, your vulnerability. And these kinds of things …these subtleties …these are why we are not certain that you have fully arrived in the place that you hope to have arrived. However, you can see this place, and you are aware of it, and you can work towards it and overcome obstacles going forward now that you have the vantage point at this moment. And we are grateful that you have touched this and will be moving forward toward this in the ways that you need to.

Thank you, Lei Lei. I understand in this moment. I ask for help in going forward and sustaining this understanding and movement forward.

I thanked Lei Lei for their part in bringing me to where I sat that morning.

They respond: “However, more may be revealed to you as time unfolds.”

I take this to mean that even though I feel at the pinnacle of knowledge, and feel I have “arrived” where I want to be …there will be more to conquer within myself. There will always be more, I think.

2 or 3 days later, the sky started to fall in for me, as a result of a sequence of events.

At this time, 6 weeks later, I have passed through that time …which unsettled some of my most important relationships and showed me more fully who I am.

Am I back in the throne I hoped to occupy? In a way. I am grateful for my challenges, the teachings and experiences. I have navigated them the best I could – imperfectly, with humility for the most part. I have drawn lines that I needed to draw for myself, and I have learned from the experiences.

I am currently at peace with myself and with my loved ones.

I am ready for whatever else occurs, realizing that the challenges ahead may be even greater, and run deeper.

Life ahead is a mystery.

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Two Dreams about Possibilities!

by 8hummingbirdway

I shared two dreams with Lei Lei recently.

As I have stated in the past, I have learned that dreams are messages from my soul. Sometimes I have a sense of the message, and confirmation helps. Sometimes I don’t catch everything. I definitely needed help understanding the 2nd one in this post.

Here is our conversation:

In my dream, I was talking with close family members, and then I saw someone in my family who has a history of not getting along with others. They were right in front of me, and they leaned forward and screamed in my face, “You ………..” – angry and accusing words, something I did that upset them, or something they think about me. (I didn’t recall the words when I woke.)

And I calmly said, with love: Their name … and some kind of explanation or words that expressed my love for them.

It was a pretty cool dream. I have never managed to respond to this situation in that way with this person.

Yes, it is, and it’s a place where you have arrived …that someone could yell at you in your face and that you could speak calmly and lovingly to them in explanation of whatever it is that you want to say.

Well, it’s hard to imagine that I could actually do that, but I would love to do that, and I choose to do that.

I choose the ability to do that. I choose to move in that direction and towards that ability or into that ability, step into that ability. 

I step into that ability. Thank you so much. 

Then this morning, very early, I woke up before 4 and the dream was that I was watching TV, and the show took place in a bar. It was dark inside, and two guys were talking.

A short man presented in a humble, easy-going way …and low-key. He had a large backpack on, and he had a problem, which he explained to the hero, who is an attractive, a nice guy. 

The hero says “Hey, I can help you.” He offers to give him a ride somewhere. 

They go outside to the hero’s van. They are about to get in, and we see that the short guy has somehow set up a rope 3 inches thick under the car, with a very large hook just under the passenger door that he is presumably about to open to get into the van.

There was a trap of some sort and things were about to turn ugly …and scary.

I did not see that coming, and fear woke me. 

I felt in the “clutches” of the movie …as if I was riveted against my will. 

And this is an ability that you do have. It is not necessary for you to interfere when you see something that does not match up or that might indicate a negative intention on somebody else’s behalf. You have the ability to stay calm, and we are asking you to know this, to know that you have the ability to stay calm, because there are times coming that could bring forth fear within you, and your soul wants you not to react in that way. 

It’s not unrelated to the first message, because it’s jarring when someone screams in your face.

And whatever it is that comes along, that shows up, that has the potential of being fearful, you have the ability to not respond in fear. We are telling you this. We want you to consider this.

We want you to come to an ease with this. This is important for the coming times …to coast over the inclination to be frightened …and to simply be present and respond in the best way possible to whatever is presenting in front of you or near you or that you perceive.

Okay, thank you. 

This is good, and I will endeavor to bring myself to that place and to believe in my ability to simply hold my ground, my peaceful, trusting ground, that all is well. 

Would that make sense? 

Yes, that makes sense.

Okay, this is my work. Thank you very much.

I realized later that part of this ability would include simply turning aside. There is no need for me to engage with this type of scenario. Another choice is to envision a positive outcome.

I am choosing to believe that I have the ability to respond in a non-reactive way that brings benefit to all.

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A New Healing Process

by 8hummingbirdway

I recently chose to engage with a healing process that consists mainly of a series of meditations. The meditations are from the angelic realm and I have found them to be deeply impactful and helpful, way beyond anything I have encountered in the past.

Angels are also present in my life at this time in a way I never knew possible; they hold one in love during the healing process. This is part of the package.

I have never before engaged with the angelic realm, but I’ve known others who have,

The healing process is called Soul Convergence. (There’s a link at the bottom of this page if you want to learn more.)

I have been listening to the channeled messages of Anne Tucker (messages from the angelic realm) for several months. In the past several weeks, the messages have the added influence of the Mother of Creation. I have found these messages to be especially healing and in alignment with my soul’s purpose.

What is my soul’s purpose? I was born for this time of great Earth change that I perceive to be coming soon. I am here to assist others in their healing, and also to help in re-establishing life …as we will be living it in the future.

What does that mean? We shall see. It is my impression that we will be living more present, loving, joyful and rich lives.

And no, I don’t know exactly what “soon” means. I’ve found other realms and dimensions to be vague in the time-accuracy of their predictions. I feel strongly that the next few years will bring significant change.

I have been working with the Soul Convergence process for the past 3 weeks. The depth of the experience is stunning. The guided meditations call forth an understanding of and navigation of secrets I have kept from myself that include fear, shame, anger, protection, suppression, personal wounds, blessings, and a deep connection to Spirit/God.

The process is gentle and persistent. It engages past lives as well as our present incarnation. Deep healing as well as profound realization and illumination have resulted at each juncture.

Loving, honoring, understanding and empowering ourselves is the goal. We are to step into the highest version of ourselves.

I’m hoping to find a way to share these meditations with others.

I believe it’s time for us to move into the highest version of ourselves that we are able to inhabit. As we travel from our heads to our hearts, we transform old patterns …and our world.

Gratitude to Anne Tucker and to the angels.

Let us open ourselves to all the blessings that are coming our way.

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