Channeled Message – About Mistakes

LEI LEI SPEAKS

This week Lei Lei is drawn to address the topic of mistakes from various perspectives – mistakes that “occur” in life, informing others of their mistakes, how to respond to mistakes we make …and so on.

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Kundalini

I have wondered for years about my Kundalini rising. What exactly IS it? I am on this spiritual path. Will it happen? Has it happened? On my 71st birthday I found out.

I realize that it is not the same experience for each person, but I feel it might be helpful to understand what can be shared, what might occur.

So many of us are embracing change at this time, and reaching for a higher version of ourselves, of life.

I know that some people carry an understanding of a serpent – or serpent energy – at the base of the spine that rises up. That’s not what it felt like to me, but I did realize what was happening at some point.

I was doing a meditation with music that I’ve done a few times before. I grounded into the Earth from my root chakra. I envisioned a lotus blossom opening at my crown chakra. I envisioned a column of light from a distance entering my crown chakra and filling my body, then expanding outward until I was one with all of creation.

I noticed that some things were different than previous times. I “heard” a section of the music (a hollow, whistling sound) as if it was the sound of outer space – something I hadn’t experienced before. Shortly after that …my mouth started moving – opening and stretching and making unusual shapes. It felt awkward and strange, but not worrisome. A bit later I felt a strong impulse to put both hands over my heart, and I did. Time seemed to expand at this time. I swayed and felt heart energies and body movements that are familiar to me. Then I noticed an extended period of time of my spine being energized and vibrating. The thought of it possibly being my Kundalini rising entered my mind. I became aware of sexual energy in my body. My mouth opened and a loud tone was expressed …a sounding …a note. It was very forceful and went on for some time, it seemed. It was not something I was “doing,” it was almost as if my body was “being played” …like a musical instrument.

Afterwards, I realized that each chakra had been engaged: The root chakra in anchoring into the Earth and being the source of the movement/energy/vibration – the 2nd chakra in bringing sexual energy into the mix – the 3rd chakra, place of personal power (?) – the heart chakra was integral – the throat chakra was the origin of the sound that moved through me – the 6th chakra, pineal gland, I felt sensation there afterward, the 7th chakra – also sensation experienced at the top of my head.

It took a long time to come back to “normal.” My spine continued to tingle, and I heard what I can only describe as high frequencies. Actually, I still hear them now (5 or 6 hours later), very faintly, as a backdrop to my existence.

When I finally left the meditation space, I asked my husband if he had heard me “yelling.” He had, and I told him what I had experienced.

I went outside to connect with the Earth, with the wind, give the chickens some scraps. I sang my thanks to the Mother, verbalized my gratitude to the Sun, and performed my exercise/service as a conduit from Earth to Creator/Universe.

I had breakfast, washed dishes …resuming regular life.

I felt I wanted to share this. It’s something I’ve long been curious about. Not that I’ve thought of it often …but I’m guessing I’m not alone in my curiosity.

I had started a “Starseed Awakening Code” the day before …reaching out for remembrance, activation, purification, mission. It took hours and I didn’t finish it, but I will. I’m guessing it was supportive of this experience and, I feel, this activation.

I am very curious about what’s ahead.

I thank you for coming along with me – assisting me by subscribing, reading, and offering occasional comments.

Blessings to you all.

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Channeled Message – Be the Change

LEI LEI SPEAKS

This message was inspired by Ghandi’s words “Be the change you wish to see in the world.” I pointed out the message and Lei Lei expounded upon it’s meaning, speaking of various ways we could each BE the change, allowing our own needs and wishes to show us the way.

If you are new to Lei Lei, learn about who they are, how Annie came to channeling, and information about her channeling practice and her relationship with Lei Lei. https://youtu.be/TWE7Gx-5xrU?is=aqn2hsnEVkab-x9_

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Thanksgiving this year; Growing out of Parenthood

Thanksgiving doesn’t hold what it used to hold for me.  My kids are long gone. 

I’m not the mother anymore in the same way. I am no longer the glue.

Nor would my kids, in their late 30’s and 40’s, allow me to be.

I wouldn’t know how, in truth. And I wouldn’t want to. I have moved on in my focus.

I’m grateful for the honor and privilege of raising the amazing people my children have become …and are still becoming. 

I loved those family years more than I can say, but I have had to let them go. 

It took a long time. 

When my youngest went South, it was the last “straw.” 

Not in a bad way. 

Its life. 

It wasn’t easy, but I’ve found my way.

I’m still finding my way.

Now my focus is not on family most of the time. 

I would be a very sad person if it was. (I was sad for a while.)

And I know how lucky I am to have my beloved husband with me at this time of life.

However, more and more I’m simply on my own journey, which is largely my connection to and work with Spirit.  With God and All That Is.

I do my best to be helpful and kind to others.

I connect with Creator every morning. 

I take care of myself with good food, stretches, walking, etc.

I also listen to music I enjoy, go to plays with my husband, visit with my step kids, take road trips to visit my kids, spend time in Nature.

I’m even swimming again! 

And dancing!

Sometimes it’s lonely, but mostly not. 

I like myself.

Nobody ever told me about how to navigate this shift …only about “empty nest syndrome.”

There is significant richness in my life again!

Life can be so much more than I ever knew.

It’s my intention to sustain awareness of this, and find the joy where it now lies.

Also I intend to make choices based on what I’m comfortable with, what I want, and what’s best for me.

Who else should do it?

Its my time.

Now.

I walk in gratitude for the most part. 

I trust and love myself more and more as time goes by.

So …I will come to Thanksgiving if any of my kids come North. There has been talk of that this year, and of them hosting a holiday meal.

I will gratefully show up in the best way I can.

I will enjoy the connections to the best of my ability – regardless of who I sit next to or across from – even someone’s argumentative cousin. 

I will drift back to my house when the music/activities/conversations don’t interest me, or I feel disconnected or tired.

My love for my children, and other family members, is eternal.

However …I look to myself for my own wellbeing. This has been the case for some time, but I am just recently recognizing it, standing firmly in it, …owning it.

When I stand in this clarity, I also realize I have no need for approval of what I do – or the choices I make. By anyone.

This is very freeing!

Not to say I don’t care. I do care about the feelings of my significant others.

However, if I am not having the relationship I’d prefer to have with others – children, husband, siblings, or others who are significant in my life …I can come to terms with it and move forward anyway.

On my own.

I hope to sustain a positive connection with all my beloved ones, but if it doesn’t work out, I will have my cry or my rant (hopefully to myself), I will probably tell my husband my troubles …if I need to. 

I hope to learn to simply shrug my shoulders, move on, and let it all go …trusting in the eventual return of enduring harmony.

Maybe I’ll never cause disappointment or concern again …but that seems unlikely.

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Channeled Message: Choose a Higher Frequency

LEI LEI SPEAKS

This Week Lei Lei offers guidance for walking a path to a higher frequency. It’s time to align with the opportunities ahead, as Earth moves our physical reality into a more elevated version of existence.

If you are new to Lei Lei, learn about who they are, how Annie came to channeling, and information about her channeling practice and her relationship with Lei Lei. https://youtu.be/TWE7Gx-5xrU?is=aqn2hsnEVkab-x9_

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A time of presence; dreams point the way

Early one morning, about 5 weeks ago, I experienced a moment, an hour of deep presence and well-being. I spoke with Lei Lei during this time about this feeling and about two dreams. [Lei Lei is a being that I channel.]

We see that you are in a great state of …or a high state of presence this morning.

Thank you. Yes, I feel this. I feel that I reside in a place of holiness, almost …a place of understanding and of knowing what I need to call forth in myself in order to move forward in the best way possible in my life, in my days, in my actions, in my choices. And this is trust, deep trust in myself and all those around me and God and Life and Mother Earth and All-That-Is …as well as releasing all fear …trusting that my own presence and my response is landing in a place in which I am at ease and trust and well-being. And is that all? Ease, trust and well-being, compassion and kindness, awareness without fear, which is what the trust connotes.

We feel your energy, Annie, we feel your presence, your trust. We are happy that you are in this place at this time.

Is it possible that I can sustain this?

It is possible that eventually you can sustain this. We are unsure as to whether you can sustain it fully “now,” in this “time,” [and we put quotes around now and time, for we sense that you can achieve this way of being that you seek …and we do not align with the existence of time as you know it.] And so we are in support of you, moving forward in this way, with ease, trust, inner confidence, compassion, presence. We see that is within your reach to do so. And you will observe what brings you out of that space, what unsettles you, what seems to have power over you to change, to release your well-being, to reconnect with fear.

I would like to not walk that path of fear. I have walked it for so long.

We understand, and we see that you are in an elevated space at this time, and we support you in moving forward in this space and sustaining this ability. We do not doubt you. We simply leave room for a more full arrival in the future …if you are falling away at any time.

[I then shared with Lei Lei about a dream in which my son and my grandson had put themselves and the family at risk. They were avoiding the situation, would not admit it or talk about it. My daughter and I were afraid for our sons, and for the entire family.]

This a dream of fear and unsettled feelings – that which you are trying to leave behind. The dream brings you to the core of your concerns, which is your beloved ones. And this is a challenge – for you to trust, to know that they are ok, to know that all of you are ok, to trust your path regardless of anything that happens, regardless of all that might occur. So it is right to the point of where you sit at this moment, this business of trust and fear, worry for your beloved ones. And you must release them to their path, whether jail or death. These are the ultimate fears – imprisonment, harm, death, pain, suffering, loss of freedom, and also betrayal. These are the ultimate things you fear, it seems.

Thank you Lei Lei.

You are most welcome.

Is there anything else to fear?

Being found unworthy, incompetent, unable to fulfill your expectations, your responsibilities, being found faulty, being found less than you want to be. And you do not want this for your beloveds either – to be found faulty or to be afraid or to be betrayed or betraying the family in any way.

Yes. These are some of my fears that could unsettle me or change my course or cause me deep consternation, fear, and worry. My beloveds. And so I suppose the task is to release them to their paths with trust that this is the way for them. Even if it does not appear to be the way.

Yes. These are very difficult things to accomplish.

I see you are taking me to the core of those things that could unsettle me and bring me to fear.

This dream has done that.

[I then told Lei Lei about a prior dream of complex challenges …of systemic patterns and ego matters.]

This is not unrelated to the dream that you woke from today. It is about trust and fear and repercussions and falling short and intricacies of what is required for each individual in each situation. In both cases, there are others at play that one cannot control, although in this prior dream one can cover and fulfill their tasks for them. So, the same dynamics are at play. However, this morning’s dream is cutting much closer to the soul because they involve your beloved ones – your son and your grandson. And this is your weakness, your vulnerability. And these kinds of things …these subtleties …these are why we are not certain that you have fully arrived in the place that you hope to have arrived. However, you can see this place, and you are aware of it, and you can work towards it and overcome obstacles going forward now that you have the vantage point at this moment. And we are grateful that you have touched this and will be moving forward toward this in the ways that you need to.

Thank you, Lei Lei. I understand in this moment. I ask for help in going forward and sustaining this understanding and movement forward.

I thanked Lei Lei for their part in bringing me to where I sat that morning.

They respond: “However, more may be revealed to you as time unfolds.”

I take this to mean that even though I feel at the pinnacle of knowledge, and feel I have “arrived” where I want to be …there will be more to conquer within myself. There will always be more, I think.

2 or 3 days later, the sky started to fall in for me, as a result of a sequence of events.

At this time, 6 weeks later, I have passed through that time …which unsettled some of my most important relationships and showed me more fully who I am.

Am I back in the throne I hoped to occupy? In a way. I am grateful for my challenges, the teachings and experiences. I have navigated them the best I could – imperfectly, with humility for the most part. I have drawn lines that I needed to draw for myself, and I have learned from the experiences.

I am currently at peace with myself and with my loved ones.

I am ready for whatever else occurs, realizing that the challenges ahead may be even greater, and run deeper.

Life ahead is a mystery.

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Channeled Message – Blessings from Mother Earth

LEI LEI SPEAKS

This week Lei Lei is moved to speak about all that Mother Earth provides for us in this physical reality.

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More than one Extra-terrestrial Origin

Over time, I have realized that Starseeds tend to have experienced life with multiple species and cultures.

I have come to feel that I have a connection to Pleiadeans and their ways of being.

I actually felt a pull toward these beings first, but before I started to actually study and learn, I was more strongly drawn to the knowledge of Arcturians.

I’m fairly sure there are others, but I feel (at this time) that these are my most significant influences.

I resisted exploring this for a while. I am still reading Arcturian materials and have learned a great deal through my exploration of them.

However, recently, I have explored this new possibility. I have come to understand that the Arcturian specialty is Wisdom, and the Pleiadian way of being is more rooted in Love.

I love Love!

I have listened to some music and meditations that I have found helpful. I am coming to a better sense of who they are, what they offer. Perhaps I will expand to reading material in the future, although I am not actually seeking more tasks at this time.

Just reporting.

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Channeled Message – Trust Yourself

LEI LEI SPEAKS

Lei Lei shares a message about trusting yourself in the times ahead. Trust your senses, your gut, your inclination of how to move forward and respond to whatever you encounter or perceive. You are the only one who holds the answer.

If you are new to Lei Lei, learn about who they are, how Annie came to channeling, and information about her channeling practice and her relationship with Lei Lei. https://youtu.be/TWE7Gx-5xrU?is=aqn2hsnEVkab-x9_

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Intervention? Possession?

After we sat down to talk, a family member asked me a question about channeling …why I channel only one entity or being.

I explained that I don’t make the rules of this channeling experience. I follow guidance with humility, and I have chosen to trust this path I am on.

I could, however, channel others. I did, one day, early on. But I wasn’t overly interested. My mission seems to be expressing the thoughts of Lei Lei, and that is enough for me.

Then they expressed concern that Lei Lei was “attached” to me.

I felt they were saying I was possessed, and they were attempting to conduct an intervention.

I walked away in some level of irritation. I was short of sleep and had had a deeply difficult experience the day before in a “healing session.”

When invited out to the porch, I had not been privy to the fact that there was a specific intention of questioning me regarding my channeling.

Maybe I overreacted. It seems I did.

The questioner at one point stated that they felt they were talking to Lei Lei, not to me; I was responding in irritation.

I truly don’t recall what exactly happened or was said after I walked away from the porch and before I left the house. I was exhausted and upset. I remember expressing displeasure as I gathered my belongings and packed my bags. I might have raised my voice. I remember telling my travelling companions I would buy them a plane ticket if I decided to head home early.

This person asking the questions has never asked Lei Lei a question or read a message from them – perhaps has watched a video.

That’s fine. I don’t expect everyone to be on board, and I am certain it’s challenging to have words come out of a family member’s mouth that originate elsewhere.

However, I am still myself. Every day, every conversation, I am the speaker …unless I reach out to Lei Lei intentionally.

As a shamanic practitioner, I have successfully assisted others with possession. One of the recipients of that assistance was on the team of questioners.

A couple of things about the dynamics with Lei Lei annoyed me in the beginning, but I have never experienced them speaking in a casual conversation as if they were me – or interfering in my relationships or life choices.

I went out on an errand. I thought about heading home, but I returned with regained composure after about an hour. We spent a quiet evening together in peace, if not complete harmony. I headed out early the next day, as planned.

I called one of the people from the porch meeting a couple of weeks later to chat. After a few minutes, I asked if there was anything from the time of my recent visit that needed resolution. I was told I was not to talk about channeling. I said I was willing and able to answer questions. I reminded them that I was in a depleted and unsettled state on that day because of known events of the day before, and due to lack of sleep. I was told they would hang up if I continued discussing it …even though I was only discussing the possibility of answering questions.

However, that door is closed for now.

I was told by my friend Norlen, who channels Sri Pune, that it is difficult for family members to accept or understand channeling.

I do understand the difficulty.

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