LEI LEI SPEAKS
This message is about our Sun.
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I have been working on opening my 3rd eye, on activating my pineal gland.
There is a great deal to say about this; the result has been both subtle and dramatic. I am noticing that I am starting to observe the creation of my reality by my thoughts. Small things like the call of the owl or the wind in the chimes …and even once my husband’s response to me.
Then 2 nights ago the room fell away …and I saw the stars and universe.
This happened 3 times and I opened my physical eyes quickly to return to the safety of the perceived physical reality.
I look forward (with mild nervousness) to it happening again …and maybe being able to stay with it for 10 seconds …at Lei Lei’s suggestion.
I did notice a being close to me, but that was all …aside from many bright starts and a beautiful round white planet (or moon?) – at a distance and in the center of my field of vision. Lei Lei tells me it was my husband, who was close by. It didn’t look like him, though – or the human form. He was colorful and angular.
I had many questions for Lei Lei and here is part of that conversation:
I have wondered in the recent past whether other species live in the physical. I don’t know what it means to live outside of physical reality. Are we simply consciousness?
We are consciousness with souls, sometimes grouped together as we are, sometimes solitary. Sometimes in ways that are changing, that flow, like fluidity, fluidly. We are fluid beings.
When you are sexual with your husband, you are becoming one with him. You are merging with him for a moment in time, or for the journey.
And as far as being physical, it is hard to understand, but you did have a glimpse the other night when your room fell away and you saw the universe. It is the same. The physical body is not what it seems.
It can fall away. And then you are simply a soul, a soul in the universe or in a community with other souls.
But the people, the beings of other planets have places, physical places, planets. The planets are physical.
Yes, the planets are physical. And yet the planets are also beings, souls, such as what you have learned about Mother Earth, having a soul, being a soul.
Okay. I have a sense that others look a certain way from some of the messages that I’ve listened to. What is appearance? How does it work outside of physicality?
It is the way others sense you. It is the way you present yourself.
In the physical here on Earth, it is the same, but in elsewhere it is thinner, less dense, a less physical aspect. The physical is less physical than it is here, less dense than it is here in your physical reality.
We know it is overwhelming for you to consider living without your physical reality and how much you love the physicality of the Earth and the sky and the sun and the moon and the hills and your beloved husband …and his fragrance. We know, and it is something that you will know more about in the future, and it is all good. It is all okay.
Well, thank you. I will accept your words because I don’t know what else to do.
Yes. It’s happening …as we open ourselves to it.
As a retired person on a spiritual path, this is important to me …to detach from the angst and disharmony of the physical world we live in …and to open to what is coming, to ALLOW, to FLOW in the best way I can …in love, in trust.
Blessing to you on the journey.
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Some months I offer a special ceremony instead of the full moon circle. It provides variation and it honors the ancient wheel of the year.
Early February is the “cross quarter” day between the Winter solstice and the Spring Equinox. It’s a holiday linked to the Irish pre-Christian deity Brigid who is a triple Goddess – representing maiden, mother and crone …and her time of year is Springtime.
As we step into the 2nd half of the Winter season, we can honor her in the circle, as well as acknowledging the beginnings of the awakening of the plants below the soil.
The Imbolc ceremony is one of renewal and rededication to that which lives within us.
If you are nearby, consider joining us:
Dress for comfort.
Seating will be on a chair or floor cushion.
Bring only a drink for yourself.
Here is a link to RSVP if you are inspired to attend.
https://www.thewanderingmystik.com/event-details/imbolc-ceremony-with-annie
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LEI LEI SPEAKS
This message offers guidance on how to evolve at this critical time, and steps to move your awareness into your heart.
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Almost a year and a half ago my sister-in-law and her husband lost their beautiful home in Ashville, NC. Their home had been on the market …and suddenly there was no home. The insurance company determined that the home was destroyed by a mudslide rather than the hurricane …and so they were not covered.
This home was worth a great deal – over a million dollars. It was days before people could get to them, and when they were rescued, the insurance company initially put them up in a hotel …and they slowly came to terms with their new reality.
Since then, they have been living in an RV, working at state parks in the South, most recently in Georgia. They are in their 60s, and this has hit them very hard.
Meanwhile, our northern holiday gathering with my brother-in-law’s family was rescheduled for the following Saturday – 2 days after Christmas.
Just before Christmas, my husband spoke with his sister on the phone. She was having a tough spell and shared some challenges with him.
He told her about the snow we were getting …and the upcoming gathering. We had talked of inviting them to come North, and he did. It was not a surprise that she couldn’t afford to come, but the sadness in her voice hit us hard.
In the background, I encouraged him to offer to fly them up.
Generosity has always been a point of contention between us. My husband is fiscally conservative and a great saver, for which I am very grateful …and I tend to be generous to a fault. (We keep some of our finances seperate, and we have both mitigated our tendencies. Happily, this difference between us has ceased to be a bone of contention in our marriage.)
I watched him as he grappled with the idea of being generous on this level – flying his sister and her husband North to join the family gathering. We had all missed them so much, and felt in our hearts the loss and disorientation they were still navigating.
And then it happened. He offered to fly them up!
Initially she declined, because this just wasn’t done in their family. However, she agreed a few minutes later …and within an hour, flights were booked and paid.
My husband had never before expereinced being the source of generosity in this substantial way. He was elated.
The family holiday gathering was a deeply important and connected reunion for all of us.
As I write this, I realize it’s actually the first time we’ve all gathered since their mom died 2 years ago.
My step-kids were able to join the fray, and we were all able to enjoy an extended time together.
There were a few small gifts, and a great deal of palpable love, joy and laughter.
My husband glowed with internal happiness – as the hero that brought his sister home.
It has been amazing to witness this generosity. I have seen it showing up in small ways, slowly growing. But this was a significant expansion …and a big departure.
Even now, I feel tears close to the surface. I am deeply moved and grateful.
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LEI LEI SPEAKS
This message builds on prior messages to offer guidance in 2 areas:
Living in a harmonious manner
Connecting with Mother Earth.
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I just completed a short meditation I posted recently – called Unity Breath. I will post it here again because there were several videos I shared in that post. https://youtu.be/CKy_uEj0mPY?si=xVPLJoywA5irkrEj
I listen every morning for 10 minutes. It is a significant blessing in my life and a beautiful way to start my day. I alway feel simply amazing and SO much love. Sometimes it brings tears, like the recent memories of my faulty parenting. These are the most impactful and opening experiences. I cry and release that which has gone before.
This morning I made sense of my detachment from all things male for most of my life.
About a year ago I recieved a message from my father (via a psychic) – that I was the one that he saw so much potential in – and I realized his disappointment in me. He had told me from a young age that I could be anything I wanted. He had been hoping for a doctor or lawyer – he’d said that when I was quite little …that I could be one of those. But I chose differently – food coop, clean houses, school bus driver, etc.
In 5th grade, I didn’t attend the special academy that all his work associates sent their kids to. I was socially awkward; it would have been a nightmare.
He changed toward me.
Later he didn’t like me talking on the phone to boys and I was …just a problem.
This is around the time I parted ways with God + Christianity – at 12 or 13.
For a long time there was no religion. Then I discovered the Goddess in my 30s and I spent quite a few years as a devotee. I was greatful to have Spirit firmly in my life again.
Other things lowered me in dad’s estimation and by the time I got pregnant with my 3rd child he said “Great – another kid to bail out of jail.” (I’m not going to explain, but he didn’t ever have to do that for me or my children.)
That was the beginning of the end of our relationship.
I was speaking to him again by the time I had a memory of sexual abuse 2 year later. I didn’t see a face, but I blamed my father and let him and my siblings know. He was never alone with any grandchild after that. Full story here.
And that was really it for me and my dad. Until he died.
Then I remembered more about his good sides …and saw more clearly. Not long after, I had a dream that I met Dad in a lovely dream. We were watching over my older daughter, as we both did when she was very little.
Then years later, during a healing process, I saw exactly who sexually abused me and it wasn’t him.
Meanwhile, I had come to peace with the male aspect of God. For many years I couldn’t even say or bear to hear the word God. At some point in recent years that was no longer the case.
This morning in my first silent meditation I was shown a family situation – deciding what to do when my sister abendoned her child. I did not want to be a parent at the time, but was the oldest. I thought we should let her go – be adopted. Until my father said he would raise her. I then said I would raise her. I thought so little of him that I would rather a stranger raise my neice than my father. This morning is the first time I can see how crazy that was – and the love for everyone came flooding in – my sister, my daughter, my father.
Listening to the Unity Breath meditation, I was able to connect with the Divine Father in a new and heartfelt way – bringing so much relief …and the release of tears …and the acdeptance of God’s love.
And I connected all these dots from the past.
Life is just amazing.
Also amazing is my recent understanding …that we have it all planned out before birth.
I want to give massive credit to my husband, my beloved sacred man – wonderful father and husband. I have finally opened my heart to trust him fully in the recent past as well. He is a pivotal catalyst for me in embracing ALL.
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LEI LEI SPEAKS
This message continues the thread of creating well-being through conscious change.
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My friend and ally Norlen sent me an interview with Drunvelo Melchizedeck a couple of weeks ago. I aways listen to what she sends, as she is a significant director of my pathway forward into greater light and wisdom.
I initially stated that he is in indegenous man, but this is not accurate, I apologize and have corrected my prior post. He has learned from and engaged with many Native American people, as well as indigenous people and others all over the world, but his ancestry is not known to me. (He was born Bernard Perona.)
Drunvalo is a man of great kindness and love. He has much to share and he shares it with everyone …in his books, his classes, and also for free on YouTube.
I am paying attention to this man because I feel myself drawn to his passion and because I feel my being expand in response to the knowledge he shares.
He has studied with many people who he was guided to seek out. Each one had wisdom to share, and this wisdom has all congealed into the knowledge that he shares with us.
There is so much.
Drunvalo Melchizedek is a fearless warrior of these times – not in the way of battle, but in the way of showing up humbly with courage, love, and commitment.
In one YouTube talk, he tells of a 3 year global mission to physically repair what is called the Christ Consciousness Grid that now encompasses the earth about 60 ft above us. This grid allows us to move from the Mind back to the Heart, paving the way for the salvation of humanity.
So much of what he has experienced is on this level of devotion and service.
I call him a warrior because of the way he lives his life, and because of his devotion and service to Mother Earth and to humanity as a whole.
He has a great deal to teach us.
He speaks of the Merkaba – our light body, which is surprisingly large – in a video that he provides on YouTube.
A teaching video about his life is below. It’s a bit long, but there is some outstanding content. He tells of his experience, offers practies and guidance, and you cannot help but see his soul and his devotion in each moment.
He developed the beautiful Unitly Breath meditation that I cannot recommend highly enough. I have been practicing it daily since I heard it last month, and each day it is more impactful. In 10 minutes, we are deeply connected with Mother Earth, Father Sky, and God. It is uplifting and moving.
https://youtu.be/CKy_uEj0mPY?si=xVPLJoywA5irkrEj
There are many more videos and he has written 5 books.
I feel I am taking a significant step forward in my personal and spiritual devvelopment through the offerings of this man. I cannot express my excitement and gratitude.
I am especially grateful for open access to the wisdom and knowledge that he provides. Many who are given or acheive this kind of sacred knowledge hold on tight and sell it – or just hold on tight.
Blessings to you in your journey forward.
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LEI LEI SPEAKS
This message offers guidance on a third aspect of creating well-being.
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