CHANNELED MESSAGE – Releasing Patterns of Judgement / Trusting Intuition

LEI LEI SPEAKS

This message continues the thread of creating well-being through conscious change.

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Drunvalo Melchizedek, a man of Wisdom

My friend and ally Norlen sent me an interview with Drunvelo Melchizedeck a couple of weeks ago. I aways listen to what she sends, as she is a significant director of my pathway forward into greater light and wisdom.

I initially stated that he is in indegenous man, but this is not accurate, I apologize and have corrected my prior post. He has learned from and engaged with many Native American people, as well as indigenous people and others all over the world, but his ancestry is not known to me. (He was born Bernard Perona.)

Drunvalo is a man of great kindness and love. He has much to share and he shares it with everyone …in his books, his classes, and also for free on YouTube.

I am paying attention to this man because I feel myself drawn to his passion and because I feel my being expand in response to the knowledge he shares.

He has studied with many people who he was guided to seek out. Each one had wisdom to share, and this wisdom has all congealed into the knowledge that he shares with us.

There is so much.

Drunvalo Melchizedek is a fearless warrior of these times – not in the way of battle, but in the way of showing up humbly with courage, love, and commitment.

In one YouTube talk, he tells of a 3 year global mission to physically repair what is called the Christ Consciousness Grid that now encompasses the earth about 60 ft above us. This grid allows us to move from the Mind back to the Heart, paving the way for the salvation of humanity.

So much of what he has experienced is on this level of devotion and service.

I call him a warrior because of the way he lives his life, and because of his devotion and service to Mother Earth and to humanity as a whole.

He has a great deal to teach us.

He speaks of the Merkaba – our light body, which is surprisingly large – in a video that he provides on YouTube.

A teaching video about his life is below. It’s a bit long, but there is some outstanding content. He tells of his experience, offers practies and guidance, and you cannot help but see his soul and his devotion in each moment.

He developed the beautiful Unitly Breath meditation that I cannot recommend highly enough. I have been practicing it daily since I heard it last month, and each day it is more impactful. In 10 minutes, we are deeply connected with Mother Earth, Father Sky, and God. It is uplifting and moving.

https://youtu.be/CKy_uEj0mPY?si=xVPLJoywA5irkrEj

There are many more videos and he has written 5 books.

I feel I am taking a significant step forward in my personal and spiritual devvelopment through the offerings of this man. I cannot express my excitement and gratitude.

I am especially grateful for open access to the wisdom and knowledge that he provides. Many who are given or acheive this kind of sacred knowledge hold on tight and sell it – or just hold on tight.

Blessings to you in your journey forward.

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Sex

I’ve been considering writing about this topic for some time.

But nobody talks about it. Especially at my age (70).

Which is one reason I feel compelled to write about it.

And …it’s sacred ….which is why I hesitate to bring forth my thoughts. Shouldn’t it be left for each person …or couple …to discover?

I’m opting to shine a light on this topic today. Here we go …

Background: I was sexually abused several times as a young child – by a relative who lived 1000 miles away. It was locked away in my sealed memory – until I found myself sexually shut down in my 30s and 40s. This was an aspect in the demise of my first marriage.

The love of my life showed up in my 50s. We were like teenagers for a moment in time.

The path ahead was thwarted by nature. Menopause.

Down the road a bit more I discovered that I had to find a lubricant.

I know. It’s getting to be too much, but if this is not known, misunderstandings abound, sex is painful, and …eventually over.

I remember approaching 60 and trying to find a book about sex that related to me. Aside from studies (Masters and Johnson) almost NOBODY wrote about it. I found an old book in the library written by an unmarried woman in Great Britain who had a weekly lover in her 60’s. I found it to be valuable; I knew sex could still exist.

Somehow we decided to push through and make a weekly date.

Sex fell off after a while, but we pushed forward.

Then we both turned 70, and one night, after a rewarding evening, we decided to try for twice/week! We had been wondering how long we could sustain our practice, and then we suddenly felt we could. And we have been – for couple months now.

Here’s the hard part to tell, and possibly to hear:

We are both experiencing the best sex of our lives in the past months.

Twice each week we are experiencing a merged spriritual experience/journey. It has brought us significantly closer. The harmony, love and connection in our home is palpable.

I’m not saying sex is the only reason things have improved …but it might be.

It is certainly enhancing our lives, our sense of ourselves and each other as vibrant, capable, and thriving at this time of life …when we are experiencing new physical pains and challenges, forgetfulness, exhaustion …on the path of getting older.

We are also more vulnerable with each other – asking for help more easily, recognizing the need, pitching in when the load feels too much.

Of course it’s all based on TRUST.

We may not share every thought, but we do not fabricate.

We are real with each other, we speak mostly in kindness, watch out for each other, and allow the other to help.

We are living in a beautiful field of love at this time.

I have no idea how long we can/will sustain our sexual practice.

Not everyone has the same story; this is simply mine.

Blessings to all humans.

May you all push bravely into “old age,” keep moving physically, spiritually, emotionally, and mentally, …and stay connected with trusted others, and with Spirit/Source/God.

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CHANNELED MESSAGE – Seeking the Light Within

LEI LEI SPEAKS

This message offers guidance on another aspect of creating well-being.

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I was a Good Mom …?

My life was all about my kids when they were little. I listended to them and hugged them and fed them the best food and spent time with them. I even got to homeschool them for 4 years.

But I just realized that these things were as much for me as for them.

I was a good role model to a large extent. I worked hard and didn’t lie. I didn’t allow them to hurt each other or tell jokes that were unkind. I took them on road trips and adventures and arranged play dates with other families. We spent a lot of time at the library.

But this morning in my meditation some things showed up for me that I did not do.

When my marriage fell apart for me, I didn’t recognize that my children’s entire family was falling apart. My children at this time were at a place where our family was the foundation of their lives.

Their dad was away a lot anyway as they were growing up, so I didn’t realize the loss they were navigating. And truly, he slowly drifted away from them. He did. He is not a bad man, but a man who had no father present for him and didn’t know how to be one. And a musician. He travels.

But I degress. I have discovered this morning how self-centered I have been. This has been changing in the past year or so, but the glimpse I had today was painful.

I have realized in the recent past that my version of being a wife was problematic. And I’ve improved, learned to be a true ally. Still working on it.

But I always thought my parenting was on a high level.

A truly present mother would realize that when you face this loss, divorce of your parents, that you would be suffering in a significant way. And that when another loss was on it’s heels you would need extra attention and comfort and maybe a heartfelt talk. I did not realize these things.

A better mother would provide a safe space for you when, a few years later, you faced another loss. But no. I put my own comfort first.

I was deceptive at another time so that I could be helpful to someone else.

Later, I forgot how to be a kind grandma with words and actions. I got overwhelmed and acted in a way toward my young grandson that I never would have acted toward my children at that age.

These things all returned to me this morning.

I have wondered why my child is so distant. Now I understand.

Of course I texted my child and shared a list of my follies.

Oh. Self-centered.

I will do better.

There may be more to reveal itself about who I have been, how I have navigated my life.

I know this is part of the path I am on.

It’s a hard day. There have been many tears. I have had to accept an aspect of myself that I have not been aware of, that I deeply regret.

In all honesty, this is the one of the fruits of being on a spiritual path

Increased connection with Spirit and self is deeply rewarding …but not always easy or what one might expect.

I am grateful for the truths that were shown to me today.

I will reap the benefits of this knowledge …in my future perception, choices, and ways of being.

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Channelled Message about Trust

LEI LEI SPEAKS

I finally got a light to improve my video presence.

Lei Lei has been excited about this and here is their first offering.

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5 Rules of Contact

I came across a message in my YouTube feed last week that referenced Dolores Cannon’s teachings. It was not too long, and so I listened.

It was compelling …about communicating with beings from other planets.

This teaching resonated within me enough to explore. It’s about how to proceed if you are approached – questions to ask, rules to understand, etc.

There were several significant details, so I have attached the recording below. It’s about 20 minutes long.

Since making the effort to study and learn the information, I have had some experiences in my morning meditation that have furthered my knowledge …and provided a gift …a small white disc whic was inserted into my heart. I was told it would increase my healing abilities …and I have percieved greater ease when using Quantum Touch and enhancement in the flow of channeling for others.

A significant aspect of the teaching is to detach from one’s mind and to focus on the body. This will inform anyone whether the intentions of any individual are positive or not.

The body does not lie, but the mind can be tricked.

Whether or not you decide to listen to the recording or learn the information, I wholeheartedly advise you to pracice this skill of tuning into the body. Seeking ease/softness/warmth in heart and in solar plexus when you want to discern a person or situation is a worthwhile ability.

Anytime you are in a new or unknown situation, you can trust your body to tell you if it is a safe zone or a well-intentioned individual – if you take a few moments to tune in.

Sensing a cold or metalic aspect indicates that this being or situation would be wise to avoid.

Also shared in this message: There is one race that looks quite similar to humans and is very beautiful to our senses. They speak sweetly and are tempting to engage with, but are deceptive. Any gifts they offer are always for a price that turns out to be significant.

All gifts should be freely given, not contingent.

(192) Dolores Cannon’s 5 “Rules of Contact” With Alien Beings (And The ONE Race to AVOID) – YouTube

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Seeing the Sun!

I listened to a teaching on Sunday from Eluña that included mention of mystical experiences. She said that they change who you are.

The next day (Monday) I walked down the street, and the Sun appeared in a new configuration.

Let me say that about 2 months ago I saw the sunlight through a cloud in a most stunning way when I walked out of the grocery store. It was glowing very brightly, almost glaringly for about 5 minutes. It was remarkable and beautiful. Since then I have been greeting the Sun daily, taking about a minute to focus on it, take it in, and thanking it for it’s warmth, light, wisdom, love – and all that it provides.

Also, Lei Lei has at times been guiding others who I provide with channeled weekly healing messages to be aware of the Sun, to take in it’s energy.

Looking back over the past few weeks …I realize that the Sun is different than in the past. It used to shine, kind of like a far-away light bulb; now it glows. At least this is my experience. Perhaps this is due to a lower position in the sky at this time of year.

I never paid a lot of attention to the Sun in my past, tried not to look at it too long, tried not to get a sunburn. It seemed to have a more remote presence. Now I am looking at it daily.

About a week ago I listened to a talk by a man named Drumvelo Melchizedek who offered a teaching which included the fact that we have a brand new Sun that took the place of our old Sun sometime in the past year. I hadn’t heard this before.

(215) Drunvalo Melchizedek: preparing for what is coming, universally & his upcoming book, and the new sun – YouTube

[The video starts with a woman speaking alone – to clarify some of the points Drunvelo makes, which is helpful because he is 84 and shifts focus at times.]

All of this – my experience with the Sun at the supermarket, Lei Lei’s guidance about the Sun, my communing with the Sun, and this information about the new Sun …and then the mention of mystical experiences – must have congealed to open my perception yesterday.

I was walking to the post office. I had been on my walk for about 5 minutes when I became aware of the Sun behind some high branches. It was glowing, and then it started to be surrounded by very large areas of color – blue, pink, purple, and yellow. There was also color within the circle of the Sun itself, and then the glowing colors from the Sun started to flow. They poured out of the Sun, appearing thick like molten lava …downward toward the horizon. I got to where I could see the Sun more clearly and stopped. I looked away and looked back. I did not notice any “sunspots” – the black circular reaction my vision has had in the past in response to looking at the Sun. I looked again and still saw the dramatic colors around the Sun. They took up maybe an eighth of the sky.

I looked around to see if anyone else was seeing this, but nobody was outside. I called my husband and asked him to go outside. He did not see what I was seeing. I kept walking and watching the Sun’s beautiful display. 2 women came walking up the street and when they got close I asked them if they could see the colors around the Sun. They turned around and looked. One of them could, but it strained her eyes to look.

I called a freind and my daughter. Neither of them could see what I saw. My freind advised me to stop looking at the Sun, but I could not.

I kept watching as I turned a corner …and then the Sun disappeared behind a large building as I approached Main St.

I went to the post office, and as I turned and headed home, the Sun was now behind me and a bit lower. I kept turning around to glimpse it every 10 or 20 feet, and then I came upon an old woman with a dog. She was also looking back that way.

I asked her “Did you see the Sun?” She said she had. “Did you see the colors?” She said yes, and she said that her dog had seen it too.

We exchanged names and I went on my way.

It was reassuring that others had percieved some of what I saw.

Was this a mystical experience? Did it change me?

We shall see. My vision is fine today. I am definitely keeping an eye on the Sun (which is out of sight due to the snowstorm).

I do feel more excited about what I might experience in the future, and more open to what I might percieve.

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