An Aspect of where I am Standing – Arcturians:

I have been attempting to share the information in this post for over a month, but it was not easy to write initially.

Last month, the Arcturian messages coming to me seemed more personal than in the past.

I am not saying that they are just for me. There may be many who would respond to the information I am receiving.

Or maybe they are just for me. I truly have no idea. What is the nature of reality? I ask myself this over and over again. I focus on what is occurring in my life with this question in mind almost daily.

One week last month I woke up between 2:30 – 3am for 5 nights in a row. (April 9-13)

On day 1 a smoke alarm went off in our guest room that only woke me, not my husband. I closed the door to that room and decided not to move a ladder or sort it out until later I …then the alarm stopped and I forgot about it. [I lay down in the living room and listened to several Arcturian messages on YouTube. (The noise from the alarm was low.)]

After the 2nd day, I felt the alarms were for me, an intentional wake up call.

On the 3rd day, however, the smoke alarm did not sound. I was awoken at the same time by a “dream” of a doorbell sounding.

I can’t recall what woke me on the 4th day, and after the alarm on the 5th day, I changed the battery and received the final message – see below

The Arcturian messages that showed themselves that first morning mostly consisted of healing music. There was some guidance about a bedtime practice. I was advised to take 3 breaths and then ask/say “What needs completion?”…then upon waking, I was to reach back (into my dreams) …or explore what was on my mind upon waking. I was advised to have labradorite (a stone I’m not familiar with) or some other grounding item near me.

Later that day I napped. I felt unsettled when I woke up. I channeled and then focused on something else. The unsettled feeling subsided.

At bedtime I reread the notes I had written. I had forgotten about the stones, and I decided the wooden shelves my husband made for me would have to do.

I did as advised that night, and I made a note to see if I could find labradorite at a local store that sold various crystals and stones.

On the 2nd night I woke around 3am from the smoke alarm, which again stopped itself eventually. There was healing music, and one message I listened to offered information about trauma in early life. Again, I woke up slightly unsettled from a nap later in the day. Again, I didn’t change the smoke alarm.

The 3rd morning the dream of a doorbell woke me just about 2:30am. There was a dream I couldn’t recall despite reaching back for 3 minutes. Again I got up, listened to Arcturian messages, and slept a bit. My notes are unclear about the messages. Mostly there was music ………….

The unsettled feelings didn’t return again. I did find some grounding stones to put under my pillow.

On the 4th morning (smoke alarm) I received, again through a YouTube message …guidance not to get up in the future if awake early in the morning, to stay in bed, place my hand on my chest and to think these words “I am here. I am listening. I am willing to receive” and then just breathe. I was told that over time the awakenings would feel different. I would not hear voices but would feel the presence of supportive others …my Arcturian “family.” I could expect calm, expansion, not fear. I was not being watched; I was being “seen” …in a supportive way. I would not be given direction. My space would be respected; I should stop if I felt discomfort.

Another message that morning was memorable. I was told that my loneliness is not a flaw; it is a feature of being here – within a reality that does not match me. I was also guided to stop editing myself; not to hide who I am. This was significant for me …and over time I am walking a path that is more and more true to myself …and this is freeing for me.

On the 5th morning I did wake again between 2:30 and 3am. I can’t remember whether it was the smoke alarm or …just waking up. I did as suggested, staying in bed and internally expressing my presence and willingness to receive information or connection.

After the 5th day, I did replace the smoke alarm batteries.

I am still finding messages that speak to me and ignore those that do not. I am still waking around 2:30 or 3am and expressing willingness to connect. I don’t remember anything about those times. I mostly fall back to sleep, hand on my chest.

Over time I have come to feel that it is not so outlandish – to believe that other beings share our universe and that they might have abilities that we do not have. It seems possible that souls might incarnate in various cultures and places and life forms …and that perhaps I have known non-human beings in my past.

I will share more about all of this in the future.

Thank you for considering my words.

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Awkwardness + Discomfort in Sharing my Experience

For some time – a couple months – I have been feeling some alignment with Arcturian messages, energies and intentions.

I was previously exploring various messages said to have originated with extra-terrestrials,

I recently stopped listening to other ET messages. There are times when I sense that these messages are deceptive, and there are times when I simply feel that they are not for me.

I have come to believe that some of us have ties to various origins – human or animal or other. And/or that there is specific information that I or other specific individuals may benefit from.

For those of you who are open to the possibility that wisdom, guidance and knowledge may be available to us from non-humans, I want to say that I am not making any recommendations on whom to align with or look to.

I recommend that you discern what is beneficial to you …or who you are meant to align with …for yourself.

I had a recent conversation with Lei Lei, who I channel, about this, and I was encouraged to post about it.

I want to state that am not a lover of engaging with excessive high tech, so it was a stretch for me to accept these messages as being sent to me (or a select group of individuals) via YouTube. I don’t have a clear answer to questions about that. I suppose it is a way to reach a wide audience, and those who are drawn to your message would include those you are attempting to reach.

I have listened to a fair amount of YouTube messages that could be called spiritual. This started 2-3 years ago when a couple of friends shared with me about various channeled messages that interested me. [Previously I have read about channeled messages, specifically prophetic messages about the time we are in.] Some messages that show up on my feed speak to me, and some do not. And of course I influence my feed by what I listen to, “like,” and subscribe to.

It’s sometimes unsettling to me that this is the pathway that has brought this awareness to me, but I have come to accept it because the messages and awareness resonate so strongly.

One of the most memorable messages I received via YouTube that claims to be from Asturians included support in the form of explaining my difference from others. I was somewhat of a loner in my youth. I was the weird kid in school photos. I dealt with some level of bullying at the school bus stop. Isolation/not fitting in followed me into adulthood. I generally felt like the “other” or an outsider at women’s camps I attended, in social gatherings, etc.

Later in life, I have chosen solitude at times. In the past year, I have finally arrived at a place where I am comfortable in my being – this self that seems not to match up to this culture I was born into.

The message also spoke of repeated abandonments and rejections, giving reasons – often that the person or organization was not aligned with my soul commitment or my future mission – my mission at this time.

Interestingly, my cousin recently sent me the email below – supporting my perceptions regarding all this. She was not aware of my feeling of alignment with Arcturians at the time.

Hi Annie: I’ve been learning about light language. Many of people who speak, sign or write it started with channeling. That made me think of you of course, being the only person I know who channels. Signing it was similar to how Norlen moved her hands when she channeled.

I was very curious and immediately researched it online. I discovered that there is an Arcturian Light Language, and I hope to learn more about this.

I also learned that there is a great deal of information online about extra-terrestrials and starseeds. Starseeds are those whose souls have lived on other planets and/or align closely with other species/life forms at a soul level.

I’m starting to think of myself as a Starseed. I haven’t told anyone yet, but perhaps I should, since I’m posting about it!!

I know some who will be open to this. I feel for the others – especially family members.

This is not an easy path to align with. On the other hand, is it a delight to find myself.

Finally, this symbol is said to be Arcturian. I don’t know it’s meaning. I hope to learn more.

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