Oh my gosh! Life is a whirlwind …that I am very much enjoying …but it doesn’t go at all as planned. I feel I am caught up in it’s swirling energies like a leaf in the wind.
I’ve got to stop saying I will do this or do that (posting channeled videos, posting channeled messsages, posting anything at all).
Things are constantly in flux and I don’t seem to be able to direct the flow.
A week ago I led my first full moon circle in several years. It went better than I imagined.
It was so important to me …and I got really nervous.
I manged to find the calm …and it flowed with ease. Old frieds and new.
3 days before that I spoke about my trip to Africa to a group of 15 retired people. It went great. [See posts in Jan/Feb ’24]
These things were on the calendar …I had made outlines …but suddenly I had to hone my talk, gather tools, get photos printed, practice my talk.
The week before was not on the calendar. It was about our cat Newman …while my husband was away. I ended up at emergency care all night with him in the midst of extra chores. It took days for both of us to recover.
A few weeks before that was my daughters wedding and houseguests …and recovery.
Preparatory cooking before that …after a sudden visit from an overseas sister.
And really for months I have been unable to control much …as if the flow of life has plans that I am not aware of.
OK …I may not have come to terms with the limits of my advancing age.
It’s forcing me to slow down.
I have to say that despite my failures and lack …I am so grateful to be walking forward into the unknown …with my husband beside me …with my children/grandchildren/stepchildren not too far away …to be a gardener and a dreamer and a healer …to feel the sun …to breathe the fragrance on the wind …and simply to trust what tomorrow holds.
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