Yesterday I was given the idea to video myself channeling, and put it on YouTube.
Lei Lei supported this action.
It was a bit alarming, but I did it and it wasn’t so bad.
I have some trepedation about sharing this, our first try.
But I understand that this is not my platform. I am simply the one who provides a voice for the words of Lei Lei.
This is another level of letting go.
Lei Lei hopes you will listen, so please do, if you’d like.
It has taken a long time, but this morning during a meditation/breathwork session, it became clear that it is time. I have some things to offer and I am going to bring them forward. I have lost my fear …of ridicule …of failure …of not being able to stand in the light …of what might come through during channeling Lei Lei.
I have stated that I am a channel on my FaceBook profile and written a few random things over time. This morning I posted this:
For almost a year now, I have been channeling a loving being named Lei Lei …since last September. I was engaged in a healing process that included dream analysis. It was explained to me that my dreams were messages from my soul. I received two messages repeatedly …one about my health and one that I had agreed before this incarnation to channel. I resisted both messages initially, but when a dream indicated that I was not fulfilling my mission in this life, I decided to try to comply. It’s been an amazing journey, a blessed journey. I had to learn to trust, and there were agreements that had to be made between Lei Lei and I. I had to learn how to raise my frequency and to get my mind out of the way so that the messages, healing and information could come through from the higher realm exactly as intended.
I have much more to share about this – about who exactly Lei Lei is, and I will be bringing messages forth, and who knows what will unfold!
Life is wondrous!
This is a departure for me. I can’t say exactly why, but a page has turned.
Oh, I guess it’s the fear thing.
Gratitude.
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I have finally consulted with Lei Lei to discover ALL the beings make up the entity that they are. I have channel this beloved ally and friend daily, for guidance and healing for myself and others for the better part of a year, but I have neglected to ask about the fullness of who they are.
I already knew that they are a being of love …consiting of Quan Yin (a Chinese goddess of love, compassion and mercy), The Spirit of Love and Generosity, Hsusei – a great healer from India in the past, and I was also told that my personal guardian angel is part of Lei Lei.
Now I have asked for a full report and have learned about Blaibulai. She was an ancient dancer and teacher in a culture from a lost continent. She is a being of great internal beauty, ethical awareness, discernment, compassion and love. I am delighted to know about her.
I love to dance, and hope to bring Blaibulai forth in my dance in the future, as well as in the healing and messages that Lei Lei offers.
There are additional beings that are part of Lei Lei who are not distinct “formed” personalities, but exist as frequencies and/or vibrations in higher realms of love. I do not fully understand this but I do trust the information, and I do occasionally experience unexplained frequencies and vibrations.
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[In this post I am channeling Lei Lei, the being who presents in my sessions.]
10/13/24
Sometimes you seem to feel not enough. As if you should be perfect. As if it’s not ok to be imperfect, to be confused or to go down a road of disharmony or uncertainty or …you’re simply a human.
You are simply a mortal being who tries her best, who offers up herself in humility and fails sometimes to sustain humility or understanding. These are the things that are your imperfections. These are the things that make you feel that you are less. These are the things that you have a hard time accepting about yourself …and this is what you [can] plant – these seeds of imperfection, these seeds of confusion and doubt or misgivings about ..your responses, your reactions. [I’m to plant for transformation.] You’ve come so far. Allow yourself these small mistakes, these small …you will never be perfect, you are a human. It is not required that you be perfect. You do not have to be a god or an angel or a goddess while you are here on this Earth dealing with all of these disharmonies and challenges around you – and the frequencies [energies] around you – and just everything [on this plane of existence]!
It’s ok. Being who you are is ok.
[So – is there no great thing that I am missing?]
There’s nothing that you are missing. That which you are pulling at is not something that you can have at this time. It’s not something that you can force. Allow yourself to be a mere fallible human.
[I will do my best to proceed as you say. Thank you for your help here in guiding me in my confusion and delusion or desires to be more than I am.]
It is not delusion, Annie.
All the seeds that you plant bring great fruit.
All the love that you gather up and allow to float through you bear great fruit.
Your ideas of what “great” is are many. They may or may not flow in any particular direction that comes to mind for you. Allowing is the way. Just being yourself. See what happens!
Let life unfold around you …and respond to it in the way that seems best. This is the teaching for now.
It is difficult to be human and to …just allow …to not push …to allow and flow. This is the teaching for you that you would do well to consider and allow. This will help you to land in your heart more fully.
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About a month ago I heard about a global movement called “A Stand in the Park.” It began in Australia, and now people in 40 countries stand in the park on Sunday mornings (10-11 local time) for personal truth and freedom. There are 44 Stands in the USA. and thousands worldwide.
(It’s a Stand, not a protest.)
This news moved me greatly. I looked for a nearby Stand. There are only 2 others in NY, both downstate. And so I asked Lei Lei for guidance, and here is the response:
This is a blessed aspect of your work here at this time, and so we gratefully and enthusiastically bless your vision and your desire to act. We will be supporting you in this mission and in your ability to be present for this beginning and to assist moving forward in whatever capacity is the best for you, whatever you choose, however things unfold. It will be a blessed group and action and movement forward.
2 days later, after some thought and doubts about the timing of this action …
Yes, the time is now. And you may say to others that the time is now, that you have concerns about where we are going as a being of humanity, and so you feel it is time to stand for personal truth and for freedom.
And so I started a Stand here in the village of Middleburgh, NY. I put up some flyers and began to spend an hour in a village park every Sunday.
I have enjoyed my time. So far I have communed with the nearby trees, the hills, the sky, the sun, been visited by the wind, enjoyed the creek bordering the park, found a dime, been observed by a cat, and met 2 humans and a dog on a walk. Many birds have been around as well. I’m grateful for all of them. I feel closest to the trees and the wind.
I was prepared for a long time on my own. The person who started the movement stood alone in his park for 3 months before another joined him.
I will probably eventually write up something for the local newspaper about it.
This week a friend asked abut the Stand. I had told her I was doing it and she wanted to come. She looked it up on the international website and I hadn’t reported it. But I’m standing for a while and I should put it on …and now I have.
I wrote these words:
Let us stand for personal truth and for freedom. Each person’s truth, whether they agree with me, or another or anyone else. We must be able to speak our truth, be heard …never silenced. This BRINGS freedom.
Let us also stand for community. For knowing each other and sharing ourselves and maybe even helping each other when there is a need and the desire to help.
Simply standing for personal truth and freedom is an excellent start.
Thank you, my supportive friend!
Also, here are the contents of the local flyer:
We Stand for Personal Truth and Freedom
A STAND IN THE PARK
A Stand In The Park unites people in parks all over the world every Sunday Morning
We Stand In The Park for personal truth and freedom
Our local stand is on Baker Ave in Middleburgh at
William Morton Creekside Park
To learn more: www.astandinthepark.org
There are 44 Stands in the USA.
There are Stands in Australia, Belgium, Canada, Costa Rica, Croatia, Denmark, Europe, France, Germany, Greece, Hong Kong, Hungary, Ireland, Malta, Mexico, Netherlands, New Zealand, Norway, Peru, Portugal, Romania, South Africa, Spain, Sweden, Switzerland, United Kingdom
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