I truly believe that we are entering a new time, that our world is changing. I am coming to understand more and more that reality is not easy to understand, to pin down. Things are not as they seem. I/we seem to have been living in a fictional reality.
No – that’s not right. It’s that we somehow construct our sense of reality based on our perception of what we believe to have occured/be occurring in our lives …and around us.
We actually get to choose the reality we live in to some extent …by our perception of what is and what we align with …and how we conduct ourselves.
Mostly I feel I am aligned with the raising frequencies and vibrations. I believe in them. I hold onto these beliefs with all my heart.
(I’m sure this would sound completely crazy to my dad, who I love and respect. But he is no longer with us in the physical world.)
Today, however, I woke with a bellyache. I had gone to bed self-righteously and distant because my husband wouldn’t talk to me about an issue I was annoyed about. I realized this morning that if he had simply worded his position differently, it would have been no issue.
Is this how I want to live? Causing strife and negativity around me?
No. I want to be that person who lets small things go, who recognizes what is important – my beloved partner, that our time together be harmonious, that wakes up each morning with gratitude …rather than remorse.
The debate was so unimportant. Different ways of communicating …a minor irritation.
I missed our gentle evening time together – listening to a story and then enjoying the back porch after dark …giving him a back scratch. This is the true gold in my life.
I will apologize this morning, forgive myself, and do my best to harvest all the blessings that are here for me in this day.
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